Hi there,I just saw this…
It seems you are feeling a little bad those days.Everybody have bad days too.Hope you are better now.
I don't know how to comment further on this issue, although I'd like to give some detailed advices.
What I can say is we young guys just keep learning.Learn something useful,something we like(maybe sth we have no love but no hate).It can be some things,all kinds of things.You know,for something,we are not able to really know it until we try it.So keep trying.But once make up the mind,never give up easily.Keep doing what we can and stay focused to the goals.I knew you are type of guy who has some dreams.Just follow the dreams.Make sure have a definite plan and have a strong passion.
Take care of your health.Do more sports.Also have great sleep.
Sincerely
J.D.